Though oceans roar you are the Lord of all the one who calms the wind and waves and makes my heart be still.
These dress pants are way too comfortable to look professional. Should I feel bad that they feel like leggings? Will they wear out after two wears? Are they a scam? Or are these a gift from above to never be repeated? Is this the first time I've ever been excited to be wearing dress pants?
Why are these people congregating right outside my cube? Oops, just made awkward eye contact.
I'm going to put a limit on bathroom trips today because I pee when I'm nervous and I need to get over it. Why am I sweating? This interview is over a day away.
If I get this job, would it be inappropriate to make a countdown for days left working here? Yes, yes it would.
What happens if I don't get this job?
Wow, I need to tell 3 people I'm interviewing before 3 tomorrow. I'm really terrible at sharing awkward/potentially emotional news.
What do you think they'll ask me in the interview? What if I just forget how to talk? What if I'm actually nervous for the interview? I don't know how to talk when I'm nervous.
I am way too excited about this selfie I took on snap chat yesterday. But really, a great hair day was wasted.
The new guy is pretty cute. I kind of forgot to check because I'm a little checked out.
Work work work work. Wow, I'm actually getting a ton of emails today. Can't say I've missed that.
Do you think they can tell my dress pants are outrageously comfortable?
59 for a high on Friday? What is this, Christmas?
This evening I finally cried because the pressure was building and had to break. I had to admit to myself I was scared and nervous and didn't know what to do. It seems so impossible that this could finally be it, but at the same time I can't see it going any other way. Though I am not focusing on it, it's going to be a major blow if it doesn't. I have two personal recommendations, and an internal, great resume including most of a master's. The only thing I lack is being there in person. I interview well, I present myself well. I've got this. The past 4 days have been crawling slowly to this moment- the decisive moment where I'll have an hour to make a case for myself, ask some questions, and put it all out there. It feels crazy sometimes. An hour and one piece of paper can completely change what my life looks like. Or it could all stay the same. I want it so badly I have a stomach ache. I know I have to stay calm, but I'm shaking only partially due to the arctic temperatures at work. I don't like big emotions like this. Well and then the question is if I get it, when will I start? Will I have to flash mob move with a week's notice or move right when I get back from a 2 week trip?
Am I a terrible person if I take 3 out of a remaining 4-6 weeks at my job off? Keep in mind two of that is a pre-planned trip and a week of that is to move 800 miles.
I was texting my sister today and all I really said was I wish it was already over, or at least that day because I'm impatient and anticipation does nothing but waste time and energy. It's tomorrow though, finally. I suppose. It's almost here. I'm ready for it. I could have been ready with an hour's notice, but I will have had 5 days. And then God willing I will find out soon.
My mind wanders to what if they're not interviewing everyone yet and what if it takes a few days for them to interview everyone or what if they're just talking to me and then they'll see. I have to be open, but also hopeful that I will know by the end of this week. Usually they move quickly. This should be an easy hire. But we will see. It's up to God. His will be done. Lord may I trust in you.
These dress pants are way too comfortable to look professional. Should I feel bad that they feel like leggings? Will they wear out after two wears? Are they a scam? Or are these a gift from above to never be repeated? Is this the first time I've ever been excited to be wearing dress pants?
Why are these people congregating right outside my cube? Oops, just made awkward eye contact.
I'm going to put a limit on bathroom trips today because I pee when I'm nervous and I need to get over it. Why am I sweating? This interview is over a day away.
If I get this job, would it be inappropriate to make a countdown for days left working here? Yes, yes it would.
What happens if I don't get this job?
Wow, I need to tell 3 people I'm interviewing before 3 tomorrow. I'm really terrible at sharing awkward/potentially emotional news.
What do you think they'll ask me in the interview? What if I just forget how to talk? What if I'm actually nervous for the interview? I don't know how to talk when I'm nervous.
I am way too excited about this selfie I took on snap chat yesterday. But really, a great hair day was wasted.
The new guy is pretty cute. I kind of forgot to check because I'm a little checked out.
Work work work work. Wow, I'm actually getting a ton of emails today. Can't say I've missed that.
Do you think they can tell my dress pants are outrageously comfortable?
59 for a high on Friday? What is this, Christmas?
This evening I finally cried because the pressure was building and had to break. I had to admit to myself I was scared and nervous and didn't know what to do. It seems so impossible that this could finally be it, but at the same time I can't see it going any other way. Though I am not focusing on it, it's going to be a major blow if it doesn't. I have two personal recommendations, and an internal, great resume including most of a master's. The only thing I lack is being there in person. I interview well, I present myself well. I've got this. The past 4 days have been crawling slowly to this moment- the decisive moment where I'll have an hour to make a case for myself, ask some questions, and put it all out there. It feels crazy sometimes. An hour and one piece of paper can completely change what my life looks like. Or it could all stay the same. I want it so badly I have a stomach ache. I know I have to stay calm, but I'm shaking only partially due to the arctic temperatures at work. I don't like big emotions like this. Well and then the question is if I get it, when will I start? Will I have to flash mob move with a week's notice or move right when I get back from a 2 week trip?
Am I a terrible person if I take 3 out of a remaining 4-6 weeks at my job off? Keep in mind two of that is a pre-planned trip and a week of that is to move 800 miles.
I was texting my sister today and all I really said was I wish it was already over, or at least that day because I'm impatient and anticipation does nothing but waste time and energy. It's tomorrow though, finally. I suppose. It's almost here. I'm ready for it. I could have been ready with an hour's notice, but I will have had 5 days. And then God willing I will find out soon.
My mind wanders to what if they're not interviewing everyone yet and what if it takes a few days for them to interview everyone or what if they're just talking to me and then they'll see. I have to be open, but also hopeful that I will know by the end of this week. Usually they move quickly. This should be an easy hire. But we will see. It's up to God. His will be done. Lord may I trust in you.